I Have Returned

I have not been posting much or posting often the past four months. Life has been all about survival and putting one foot in front of the other. When pain is so deep that it threatens to close of the oxygen source, blogging in not the first thing on one's mind. However, my God is so big, He is so faithful and He who began a good work in my life WILL BE FAITHFUL TO COMPLETE IT. Though many have forsaken me and left me high and dry, He is the One I can depend on, He is the One I can trust, He alone will never, ever fail me! I know He has much for me to do on this earth until the day He calls me home. There are people to love and minister to, even ones that I am called to help rescue from darkness and bring into the light. I must live. I must thrive, not merely survive. I feel the anguish of the heart of my Father, for my own grief and for the overwhelming sorrows of the world around me. It's time to get on my knees, dress in the warrior's armor and FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT for those who cannot!

Daddy, I love You. You are the One who has stood by me and carried me through all of life's storms. You know the depths of my heart and the pain that has seasoned me. I ask that You take my ashes and trade them for Your beauty. What our foe meant for evil and destruction, You will turn to good. Help me to remember what it feels like to be alone, abandoned and desperate so that I can better minister to the people you place in my life. Thank You for the faithful few who have stood by me and been Your hands and feet in this dark time. Bless them, help me to return that kindness to them and to others. Use my life, use my family to be Your hands and feet. Lead us, each and every day, to the ones who need to know about Your love...We need You, Jesus, to come to our rescue...Capture us...We will follow You. For You alone are WORTHY!