We press on, even when we feel as though we cannot put one foot in front of the other. I have been "blah" all day long. In a dazed state, trying to be engaged with the boys' and their work, but my mind has been elsewhere. They are so precious and don't deserve anything less than my best. Today I'm afraid I didn't give it to them. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
My heart is aching and there seems to be no real cure. I had a quiet time this evening while D took the boys out to ride their bikes. It was good to be reminded of who my Father is and that He sees all, hears all, knows all. He is a God of justice. Even when others have hurt me, I still don't want them to hurt. Isn't that strange? I just want them to stop hurting me...That's all!
God, bring peace to my heart tonight. And to the hearts of those I love so dearly. Many are hurting and I ask for your comfort to come and soothe those broken, bleeding places. You are the God who heals. Make us whole.
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