Some days we wonder if we are making a difference in the world.
OK, most days we wonder if our lives matter.
At least, I do.
Today, God knew that I needed a bit of encouragement.
I began my day feeling less than, not enough, exhausted and worn out.
When I arrived at my weekly shift at the pregnancy center, I was told that a client had called and requested a meeting with me.
Mind you, I have been at HPC for nearly three years.
I have been a client advocate for about a year and a half.
I have sat down with over 50 ladies and listened to them pour out their hearts and stories.
This is the first time I have ever been asked to a counseling/advocacy only appointment.
And to think, I almost called in today, as the depression and feelings of inadequacy made me want to hide, hide, hide.
Oh, God, I will not stop living.
I will not give up.
Today, one person needed me.
Today, one person said I didn’t rush her, I didn’t over step my boundaries and she felt bonded to me.
Thank You, Father, for reminding me of truth.
I am here to live, to love and to extend Your love to others.
I will keep fighting!
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